Hopefully things will go well....

....

I really start to hate myself more...
Sometimes i feel like ending my entire life.


Today is the first nights out and POP is coming...
Yet i'm not really happy...

Because her feeling is fading...
Is all my fault never notice it...

Never care for her feeling...

Nothing is more important then her...
No matter how tired i am,
How poor i am,

I want her to have the very best.
Want her to be happy everytime,
Make her relax abit rather than feeling so stress about her work.

She is my only 1 in my heart no 1 will overtake her inside me...
I LOVE U JOANNE