Sigh....

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It seems all my effort i've put in is all goin down

Since after i'm single for 1 and a half year.
And finally got 1 relationship thought that can prolong.
But seems i'm wrong again this time.

Everytime go out see other couples.
Some very long relationship like my friends 2 years or even longer than that.

I wanted to have a long term relationship
but it seems all goin down.

Either feeling faded, Run away with other guys or quarrel till very serious then break.
Sigh everytime this few things appear in my life of relationship.
I'm sick and tired le....

I thought of giving up
But i just don know why i cant do it
This feelings really makes feel like giving up my life too...

Nobody know how i feels.
Yet only myself.

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